Don’t waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don’t waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean

-Don't Waste Your Time, Kelly Clarkson

January flew.
and I waited.
I lied to myself, 'cause i remember what you said.
But everyone else get tired of waiting.
and it's time for me to move on then.
Friend.

Deux.

Twice in time,

differs in eyes.

Silence they ring,

as loudly as it chimes.

Here lies the white,

labelled in black.

An Armour wore,

is what the war begins.

2009.

What a year.

Collectively, I thank everyone in my life that have gone through it with me.
Family, friends, classmates.
People who are already been in life for the past few years.
People who left. Part and parcel, right?
People who i met in Nyjc, 0906 of course.
People who i get know through talks, camp, etc.

But this is it.

I have another new year to spend with these guys.

I can't really remember how i spent my 2009.
It was fast. Damn fast.

It feels as if that orientation was yesterday. so fresh yet vivid.
but i remember it more of slogging half-dead in my war zones of books thou.

and of course, there were things i would not want to experience again.
Well, a lesson learnt through life. That expensive, but worth it.

As it comes to a closure, a fresh start awaits.

Goodbye and thank you, 2009.

"Class" Outing!

So yea, it's quite a screwed up since the person who suggested it did not even come. and he still comes up with a rather 'wth' excuse. So, we were kinda pissed off.
(CZ bets that it will become a clique outing, she won anyway. Hah.)

That aside, i had fun! ahahahs
with cz, wenjun, rosemary, yuening and jiaming. (yep, only 6 out of 26, pathetic)

I had one of the awesome-st lunch i ever had. Laughing at weird stuff and the waiter. Hahah

Bowling after wenjun left. and i won. Hahahs
Technically, it was Suntec, Marina Square...

Then i felt like a total tourist. Hah.
Esplanade (Fave: Jendela), Almost took the flyer (Bad weather), Merlion and to Vivo.

I'm damn tired and my feet are sore from all the walking.
and i feel like going for shopping. (:

Abrupt, but till then!

i'm waiting for rosemary to upload the peekies soon. ahahahs

This is a nightmare that I can't wake up.

This is when everything is fixed.

and, i'm dead.

Owch. My head hurts.

People always say, "I look forward to 2010 (etc) because 2009 sucks", "I hope 2010 (etc) will be better".

Now, I don't think if i pray and knock (kowtow) until my head bleeds and my brain got whirled into a mess, the disaster will be gone in 2010.

Merry Christmas.
Some people have the best.
Others have a normal average day.
but for me, today was the awakening of the disaster.
and i think i have the worst.

All i want for Christmas (or the next Christmas or the year after or every other year or new years/birthdays) is for everything to turn back to normal and remain normal.

I have, never in my life, want to turn back time this desperately.

Breakups? Heartbreak? please. You should go through my fear now.

After a desperate plea to get a life,

I went out with yy and cz today! hah!

Jap lunch with CZ while yy recounted her china trip.
She killed a chicken. and i'm utterly shocked!

So, we decided to catch new moon, arguably to worst. but i bet i had the best new moon experience more than anyone else. Hahahas.

For instance,
(When the words "New Moon" came out)
CZ: "Awww, I thought we were watching Harry Potter!"

(When Edward says "this is the last time you'll see me")
Me: "Thank god!"

So, YY, who does not know about our plan and sitting in the middle, was embarrassed. Hahahas

MLIA FTW!!!~

Awesome day out (:

Okay, I had finally came back from the 3D2N Pharmacy Camp@NUS!

Of course it's AWESOME! Tell me, which camp isn't? Hahaha. (:

So, before the camp, I'm feeling weird, since it was the second camp with people i don't know. But still, 48 bucks paid, i still need to go. Hah

(okay, i need to say that if I could write "lazy" on my face. I would. All over my face. but I'm still lazy to do it either. Hah)

Day ONE
1. Took a almost spine-breaking, personal space invading, rush hour MRT ride to NUS
2. Met up with the other Nyjcians and registered.
3. In OG 10, JOHNSON&JOHNSON!! (thankgod there's other nyjcians with me, Elias and
4. Normal Ice-breakers.
5. Lunch with lecture (weird, that rhymes) on Acne, how interesting. hahahah
6. Prepared injections and Creams (PyridoxinHydrochloride and ZincOxide&MagnesiumStearate respectively)
7. Checked in the hostel, Sheares Hall. One person one room. Got cardkey somemore. AWESOME!
8. Dinner in a huge lecture room that is strangely reeking of the smell of pepper.
9. Played Pharmapoly. and JJ WON! WOOTS!~
10. Caught the last shuttle bus, and got seats since we were the only OG that walked to one bus stop before.
11. Stopped by the Sheares, and went out for PRATA! with OGLs!
12. Reached, Bathed and Slept at 2am

Day TWO
1. Woke up at 7am. (Count: 5 hours of sleep. The irony of comfy beds)
2. Breakfast and Pharmacist Talk. Was trying to stay awake by drawing. Almost failed
3. Lunch, then Lecture. On Depression.
4. Made Capsules and Mixture (Charcoal capsules and Kaolin Mixture, seemingly similar to cough syrup btw)
5. Dinner in the usual peppery smell hall.
6. Play this murder investigation game. Complete task at each stations to get clues
7. Had to act out the "truth" (Man, i seriously don't know i did all that for the skit. Hahahahh)
8. Had an fantastic time doing the skit still
9. Walked back to Sheares since the last bus was gone.
10. Prata with more OG mates. Yeah.
11. Played more games when everyone came back.
12. Concentration/rhythmic games till 4.30am. Super cui = lack of concentration = lose = forfeit
13. Slept for 3 hours

Day THREE
1. Breakfast as usual
2. Award Ceremony and photo taking!
3. JJ EMERGE AS TOP OG! WOOOOOTS!~
4. Lunched with JJ
5. Trained back with alvin, nydia and gordon.

Like any other camp, I'm super cui, tired and slept the whole day off. Hahahaha (:

I'm going back mug like nuts (as usual).
So,
Till then. (:

Photos taken by ChoonSiong (OGL), FB(:

I thought it might be nice to recommend part of my playlist.

Leona Lewis: Alive, Outta My Head
Kris Allen: Live like we're Dying, Before We Come Undone, Bring It Back
Lady Gaga: Monster, Speechless
Westlife: Shadows, Where We Are, No More Heroes

Haven't been listening the Westlife's album really intently (Background music), so these are the ones who got my attention.

Purpose of doing so: Procrastinate in planning.

(:

It's 1.30 in the morning.
I'm bored and I feel like screaming at the top of my voice for fun.

(I can hear people yelling at me "Siao ah!" and shut up and sleep if i do)

Normally, holidays feels like it's on slow motion or a pause-rewind-play. But now, even my holidays are speeding up.

Today (Yesterday to be exact), Dad had been feeding me like a pig.

I feel damn uncomfortable now and I'm going to go for a run if the weather turns out good.

Don’t waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don’t waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean

-Don't Waste Your Time, Kelly Clarkson

January flew.
and I waited.
I lied to myself, 'cause i remember what you said.
But everyone else get tired of waiting.
and it's time for me to move on then.
Friend.

Deux.

Twice in time,

differs in eyes.

Silence they ring,

as loudly as it chimes.

Here lies the white,

labelled in black.

An Armour wore,

is what the war begins.

2009.

What a year.

Collectively, I thank everyone in my life that have gone through it with me.
Family, friends, classmates.
People who are already been in life for the past few years.
People who left. Part and parcel, right?
People who i met in Nyjc, 0906 of course.
People who i get know through talks, camp, etc.

But this is it.

I have another new year to spend with these guys.

I can't really remember how i spent my 2009.
It was fast. Damn fast.

It feels as if that orientation was yesterday. so fresh yet vivid.
but i remember it more of slogging half-dead in my war zones of books thou.

and of course, there were things i would not want to experience again.
Well, a lesson learnt through life. That expensive, but worth it.

As it comes to a closure, a fresh start awaits.

Goodbye and thank you, 2009.

"Class" Outing!

So yea, it's quite a screwed up since the person who suggested it did not even come. and he still comes up with a rather 'wth' excuse. So, we were kinda pissed off.
(CZ bets that it will become a clique outing, she won anyway. Hah.)

That aside, i had fun! ahahahs
with cz, wenjun, rosemary, yuening and jiaming. (yep, only 6 out of 26, pathetic)

I had one of the awesome-st lunch i ever had. Laughing at weird stuff and the waiter. Hahah

Bowling after wenjun left. and i won. Hahahs
Technically, it was Suntec, Marina Square...

Then i felt like a total tourist. Hah.
Esplanade (Fave: Jendela), Almost took the flyer (Bad weather), Merlion and to Vivo.

I'm damn tired and my feet are sore from all the walking.
and i feel like going for shopping. (:

Abrupt, but till then!

i'm waiting for rosemary to upload the peekies soon. ahahahs

This is a nightmare that I can't wake up.

This is when everything is fixed.

and, i'm dead.

Owch. My head hurts.

People always say, "I look forward to 2010 (etc) because 2009 sucks", "I hope 2010 (etc) will be better".

Now, I don't think if i pray and knock (kowtow) until my head bleeds and my brain got whirled into a mess, the disaster will be gone in 2010.

Merry Christmas.
Some people have the best.
Others have a normal average day.
but for me, today was the awakening of the disaster.
and i think i have the worst.

All i want for Christmas (or the next Christmas or the year after or every other year or new years/birthdays) is for everything to turn back to normal and remain normal.

I have, never in my life, want to turn back time this desperately.

Breakups? Heartbreak? please. You should go through my fear now.

After a desperate plea to get a life,

I went out with yy and cz today! hah!

Jap lunch with CZ while yy recounted her china trip.
She killed a chicken. and i'm utterly shocked!

So, we decided to catch new moon, arguably to worst. but i bet i had the best new moon experience more than anyone else. Hahahas.

For instance,
(When the words "New Moon" came out)
CZ: "Awww, I thought we were watching Harry Potter!"

(When Edward says "this is the last time you'll see me")
Me: "Thank god!"

So, YY, who does not know about our plan and sitting in the middle, was embarrassed. Hahahas

MLIA FTW!!!~

Awesome day out (:

Okay, I had finally came back from the 3D2N Pharmacy Camp@NUS!

Of course it's AWESOME! Tell me, which camp isn't? Hahaha. (:

So, before the camp, I'm feeling weird, since it was the second camp with people i don't know. But still, 48 bucks paid, i still need to go. Hah

(okay, i need to say that if I could write "lazy" on my face. I would. All over my face. but I'm still lazy to do it either. Hah)

Day ONE
1. Took a almost spine-breaking, personal space invading, rush hour MRT ride to NUS
2. Met up with the other Nyjcians and registered.
3. In OG 10, JOHNSON&JOHNSON!! (thankgod there's other nyjcians with me, Elias and
4. Normal Ice-breakers.
5. Lunch with lecture (weird, that rhymes) on Acne, how interesting. hahahah
6. Prepared injections and Creams (PyridoxinHydrochloride and ZincOxide&MagnesiumStearate respectively)
7. Checked in the hostel, Sheares Hall. One person one room. Got cardkey somemore. AWESOME!
8. Dinner in a huge lecture room that is strangely reeking of the smell of pepper.
9. Played Pharmapoly. and JJ WON! WOOTS!~
10. Caught the last shuttle bus, and got seats since we were the only OG that walked to one bus stop before.
11. Stopped by the Sheares, and went out for PRATA! with OGLs!
12. Reached, Bathed and Slept at 2am

Day TWO
1. Woke up at 7am. (Count: 5 hours of sleep. The irony of comfy beds)
2. Breakfast and Pharmacist Talk. Was trying to stay awake by drawing. Almost failed
3. Lunch, then Lecture. On Depression.
4. Made Capsules and Mixture (Charcoal capsules and Kaolin Mixture, seemingly similar to cough syrup btw)
5. Dinner in the usual peppery smell hall.
6. Play this murder investigation game. Complete task at each stations to get clues
7. Had to act out the "truth" (Man, i seriously don't know i did all that for the skit. Hahahahh)
8. Had an fantastic time doing the skit still
9. Walked back to Sheares since the last bus was gone.
10. Prata with more OG mates. Yeah.
11. Played more games when everyone came back.
12. Concentration/rhythmic games till 4.30am. Super cui = lack of concentration = lose = forfeit
13. Slept for 3 hours

Day THREE
1. Breakfast as usual
2. Award Ceremony and photo taking!
3. JJ EMERGE AS TOP OG! WOOOOOTS!~
4. Lunched with JJ
5. Trained back with alvin, nydia and gordon.

Like any other camp, I'm super cui, tired and slept the whole day off. Hahahaha (:

I'm going back mug like nuts (as usual).
So,
Till then. (:

Photos taken by ChoonSiong (OGL), FB(:

I thought it might be nice to recommend part of my playlist.

Leona Lewis: Alive, Outta My Head
Kris Allen: Live like we're Dying, Before We Come Undone, Bring It Back
Lady Gaga: Monster, Speechless
Westlife: Shadows, Where We Are, No More Heroes

Haven't been listening the Westlife's album really intently (Background music), so these are the ones who got my attention.

Purpose of doing so: Procrastinate in planning.

(:

It's 1.30 in the morning.
I'm bored and I feel like screaming at the top of my voice for fun.

(I can hear people yelling at me "Siao ah!" and shut up and sleep if i do)

Normally, holidays feels like it's on slow motion or a pause-rewind-play. But now, even my holidays are speeding up.

Today (Yesterday to be exact), Dad had been feeding me like a pig.

I feel damn uncomfortable now and I'm going to go for a run if the weather turns out good.