Okay, I had finally came back from the 3D2N Pharmacy Camp@NUS!

Of course it's AWESOME! Tell me, which camp isn't? Hahaha. (:

So, before the camp, I'm feeling weird, since it was the second camp with people i don't know. But still, 48 bucks paid, i still need to go. Hah

(okay, i need to say that if I could write "lazy" on my face. I would. All over my face. but I'm still lazy to do it either. Hah)

Day ONE
1. Took a almost spine-breaking, personal space invading, rush hour MRT ride to NUS
2. Met up with the other Nyjcians and registered.
3. In OG 10, JOHNSON&JOHNSON!! (thankgod there's other nyjcians with me, Elias and
4. Normal Ice-breakers.
5. Lunch with lecture (weird, that rhymes) on Acne, how interesting. hahahah
6. Prepared injections and Creams (PyridoxinHydrochloride and ZincOxide&MagnesiumStearate respectively)
7. Checked in the hostel, Sheares Hall. One person one room. Got cardkey somemore. AWESOME!
8. Dinner in a huge lecture room that is strangely reeking of the smell of pepper.
9. Played Pharmapoly. and JJ WON! WOOTS!~
10. Caught the last shuttle bus, and got seats since we were the only OG that walked to one bus stop before.
11. Stopped by the Sheares, and went out for PRATA! with OGLs!
12. Reached, Bathed and Slept at 2am

Day TWO
1. Woke up at 7am. (Count: 5 hours of sleep. The irony of comfy beds)
2. Breakfast and Pharmacist Talk. Was trying to stay awake by drawing. Almost failed
3. Lunch, then Lecture. On Depression.
4. Made Capsules and Mixture (Charcoal capsules and Kaolin Mixture, seemingly similar to cough syrup btw)
5. Dinner in the usual peppery smell hall.
6. Play this murder investigation game. Complete task at each stations to get clues
7. Had to act out the "truth" (Man, i seriously don't know i did all that for the skit. Hahahahh)
8. Had an fantastic time doing the skit still
9. Walked back to Sheares since the last bus was gone.
10. Prata with more OG mates. Yeah.
11. Played more games when everyone came back.
12. Concentration/rhythmic games till 4.30am. Super cui = lack of concentration = lose = forfeit
13. Slept for 3 hours

Day THREE
1. Breakfast as usual
2. Award Ceremony and photo taking!
3. JJ EMERGE AS TOP OG! WOOOOOTS!~
4. Lunched with JJ
5. Trained back with alvin, nydia and gordon.

Like any other camp, I'm super cui, tired and slept the whole day off. Hahahaha (:

I'm going back mug like nuts (as usual).
So,
Till then. (:

Photos taken by ChoonSiong (OGL), FB(:

I thought it might be nice to recommend part of my playlist.

Leona Lewis: Alive, Outta My Head
Kris Allen: Live like we're Dying, Before We Come Undone, Bring It Back
Lady Gaga: Monster, Speechless
Westlife: Shadows, Where We Are, No More Heroes

Haven't been listening the Westlife's album really intently (Background music), so these are the ones who got my attention.

Purpose of doing so: Procrastinate in planning.

(:

It's 1.30 in the morning.
I'm bored and I feel like screaming at the top of my voice for fun.

(I can hear people yelling at me "Siao ah!" and shut up and sleep if i do)

Normally, holidays feels like it's on slow motion or a pause-rewind-play. But now, even my holidays are speeding up.

Today (Yesterday to be exact), Dad had been feeding me like a pig.

I feel damn uncomfortable now and I'm going to go for a run if the weather turns out good.

Sometimes, i wonder,

Why? What have i done wrong? Why do I deserve this?

See, this is how violent CZ gets. She wants to... ...

Hai, what a disgusting pervert!



HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA!~

Yesterday
1. Cooked Mac in Cheese with Chicken chunks and Bacon. Finally.
2. Walked all the way to Bishan park cafe for Project Discussion. Why does running makes it so much shorter?
3. Pretty much dead after 'trekking' under the hot sun.
4. Discussion: CZ, Ted, Me
5. Egg mayo sandwiches, Water-like coffee and Atrocious prices.
6. Tit-for-tat (Ted's inside joke, Hahahahs)
7. YOUTUBE VIDEOS FTW!!!
8. Digress, Digress, Digress.
9. Glo-bal.
10. S. L. O. W. pool game
11. Epic saves, Lingering ball near holes, CZ poking ceilings
12. CZ shows off her "pro" skills
13. Ted and me won!
14. Family feast at night for Dad's birthday.

Today
15. Attempted to run. FAIL
16. I realised i spent my time asleep than awake today. Hah.
17. Did a few sums.
18. Watching Fringe, Doing math, and blogging. All at the same time.

I feel as if I'm trapped in a cave. and it's caving in.

For every time I search for clues, it is like digging in the cave.
The rocks will start falling.

Sometimes, the clues just comes to me.

The debris are choking me.
It feels as if my ribcage tightening up.

I feel like just finishing it off.
But i can't predict the repercussions it will have.

I want to shout. I want to scream. I want to ask for opinions. I want to confide.
But I can't. Not even to the closest.

All i want is everything, everything, back to normal. Can i?

I was rummaging through my photos and i found this.

Ahh~ Reminds my of the PW days. Hah.
For instance, "Why have they not mail their WR sections to me yet?!"

Good old days... ...

Okay, I'm bored.

Go grow a bush at your ass or something. Have fun.

I'll hold you by your knees, upside down.

I'll cut off every single strands, strings attached.

I'll keep my mouth shut, zipped tight.

I'll closed my eyes, avoid and denies what is in front.

I'll numb myself, with nothing but i don't want to feel anymore.

Today have been a disappointment. Major.

Life is full of secrets, not self but others. Beyond friends but to family.

It's irritating to know someone, so close, hiding from what is so obvious.

If you have a secret, and you don't want others to know. Please, jolly well don't make it so fucking obvious.

I miss innocence, naiveness and gullibility.

The mundanity lurks in the school.

Why?
Going school for just two or three lectures are largely a waste of transportation pollution, energy wastage, etc etc.
They should condense a few lectures today. All in one shot. Makes life easier for everyone too.

Undeniably, the pros include finishing the syllabuses earlier and most importantly, who wouldn't love waking up late like 7am before school starts at 8.30/9.00. Sweet.

and I'm getting used to it already. (:

Still, here's an info about my holiday assignment.
A timely reminder for me and scare me seriously at the end of the holidays.

Biology Revision Package - 38pages
Chemistry Holiday Assignment - 43 pages
Math Holiday Assignment - 23 pages
Econs 'Trade' Tutorial
Econs Holiday Project
GP Holiday Project
GP Comprehension

I think these stacks of papers can work me to sleep.
and totally contradict what Mr Loi told me to do: Relax, Enjoy and Play my holidays.

/:

Finally, i got to watch 2012, with parents (I wouldn't put family - since I'm, like, the only child so it's kinda weird)

Anyway, i know I'm lagging abit of the movie timeline. Somehow, dad wanted to watch it so i did not catch it with '06 during the chalet.

Still, the movie was amazing. Awesome graphics, very real-life indeed. With amazing sound effects, I'm blown away. and it does have the leaving-you-on-the-edge-of-your-seat quality in it.

However, throughout the movie, i notice something. Just for thoughts.

Social Darwinism

Social Darwinism is hidden beneath the literature: The War of the Worlds by H.G. Wells, perhaps, more commonly know as the Aliens-trying-take-over-earth film by Steven Spielberg. I remember it showing the aliens in a much superior group, annihilating the less-superior race. So there you go, Social Darwinism. The natural (in the case, it should be selective) selection of social classes and race.

In any case, i couldn't finish the book. I can't tahan the intricate use of language and writing style. Hah.

So, in 2012, mention that the people are selected based on their highest quality of genes (and of course, how money can upgrade it too). This is done to "save" the best, the creme of the crop, to ensure the continuity of human race propagation. At the face of death or doomsday, we would want to congregate the top and segregate the rest away. IN. ORDER. TO. SAVE. OURSELVES.

But, then again, do we EVEN meet the mark?

When the person selecting the people to be admitted into the Ark, how is he selecting it? based on what basis? His action of accepting people to get their money to build the Ark, is he deserving to be on the Ark itself? Is that the highest quality of genes then?

But, also, what is then?
How do we measure? How do we choose?
Most importantly, Who are you? Who are you given the power, the authority to reject or accept anyone based on genetic information that can likely mutate and carried forward into the future due to natural breeding?

This is a act to create a superhuman race, based on a flimsy criterion of each independent individual.

But, then again, at the end of the world, who can, collectively, think of this when they are scrambling for their life?

Anyway, that's pretty much i want to say in addition to the loads of coincidence (seriously, how many writers can just so happen 'know' the head and 'save' the day?)
All in all, 2012 is still an awesome movie. and i think i should treat it as just another movie.

Okay, I had finally came back from the 3D2N Pharmacy Camp@NUS!

Of course it's AWESOME! Tell me, which camp isn't? Hahaha. (:

So, before the camp, I'm feeling weird, since it was the second camp with people i don't know. But still, 48 bucks paid, i still need to go. Hah

(okay, i need to say that if I could write "lazy" on my face. I would. All over my face. but I'm still lazy to do it either. Hah)

Day ONE
1. Took a almost spine-breaking, personal space invading, rush hour MRT ride to NUS
2. Met up with the other Nyjcians and registered.
3. In OG 10, JOHNSON&JOHNSON!! (thankgod there's other nyjcians with me, Elias and
4. Normal Ice-breakers.
5. Lunch with lecture (weird, that rhymes) on Acne, how interesting. hahahah
6. Prepared injections and Creams (PyridoxinHydrochloride and ZincOxide&MagnesiumStearate respectively)
7. Checked in the hostel, Sheares Hall. One person one room. Got cardkey somemore. AWESOME!
8. Dinner in a huge lecture room that is strangely reeking of the smell of pepper.
9. Played Pharmapoly. and JJ WON! WOOTS!~
10. Caught the last shuttle bus, and got seats since we were the only OG that walked to one bus stop before.
11. Stopped by the Sheares, and went out for PRATA! with OGLs!
12. Reached, Bathed and Slept at 2am

Day TWO
1. Woke up at 7am. (Count: 5 hours of sleep. The irony of comfy beds)
2. Breakfast and Pharmacist Talk. Was trying to stay awake by drawing. Almost failed
3. Lunch, then Lecture. On Depression.
4. Made Capsules and Mixture (Charcoal capsules and Kaolin Mixture, seemingly similar to cough syrup btw)
5. Dinner in the usual peppery smell hall.
6. Play this murder investigation game. Complete task at each stations to get clues
7. Had to act out the "truth" (Man, i seriously don't know i did all that for the skit. Hahahahh)
8. Had an fantastic time doing the skit still
9. Walked back to Sheares since the last bus was gone.
10. Prata with more OG mates. Yeah.
11. Played more games when everyone came back.
12. Concentration/rhythmic games till 4.30am. Super cui = lack of concentration = lose = forfeit
13. Slept for 3 hours

Day THREE
1. Breakfast as usual
2. Award Ceremony and photo taking!
3. JJ EMERGE AS TOP OG! WOOOOOTS!~
4. Lunched with JJ
5. Trained back with alvin, nydia and gordon.

Like any other camp, I'm super cui, tired and slept the whole day off. Hahahaha (:

I'm going back mug like nuts (as usual).
So,
Till then. (:

Photos taken by ChoonSiong (OGL), FB(:

I thought it might be nice to recommend part of my playlist.

Leona Lewis: Alive, Outta My Head
Kris Allen: Live like we're Dying, Before We Come Undone, Bring It Back
Lady Gaga: Monster, Speechless
Westlife: Shadows, Where We Are, No More Heroes

Haven't been listening the Westlife's album really intently (Background music), so these are the ones who got my attention.

Purpose of doing so: Procrastinate in planning.

(:

It's 1.30 in the morning.
I'm bored and I feel like screaming at the top of my voice for fun.

(I can hear people yelling at me "Siao ah!" and shut up and sleep if i do)

Normally, holidays feels like it's on slow motion or a pause-rewind-play. But now, even my holidays are speeding up.

Today (Yesterday to be exact), Dad had been feeding me like a pig.

I feel damn uncomfortable now and I'm going to go for a run if the weather turns out good.

Sometimes, i wonder,

Why? What have i done wrong? Why do I deserve this?

See, this is how violent CZ gets. She wants to... ...

Hai, what a disgusting pervert!



HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA!~

Yesterday
1. Cooked Mac in Cheese with Chicken chunks and Bacon. Finally.
2. Walked all the way to Bishan park cafe for Project Discussion. Why does running makes it so much shorter?
3. Pretty much dead after 'trekking' under the hot sun.
4. Discussion: CZ, Ted, Me
5. Egg mayo sandwiches, Water-like coffee and Atrocious prices.
6. Tit-for-tat (Ted's inside joke, Hahahahs)
7. YOUTUBE VIDEOS FTW!!!
8. Digress, Digress, Digress.
9. Glo-bal.
10. S. L. O. W. pool game
11. Epic saves, Lingering ball near holes, CZ poking ceilings
12. CZ shows off her "pro" skills
13. Ted and me won!
14. Family feast at night for Dad's birthday.

Today
15. Attempted to run. FAIL
16. I realised i spent my time asleep than awake today. Hah.
17. Did a few sums.
18. Watching Fringe, Doing math, and blogging. All at the same time.

I feel as if I'm trapped in a cave. and it's caving in.

For every time I search for clues, it is like digging in the cave.
The rocks will start falling.

Sometimes, the clues just comes to me.

The debris are choking me.
It feels as if my ribcage tightening up.

I feel like just finishing it off.
But i can't predict the repercussions it will have.

I want to shout. I want to scream. I want to ask for opinions. I want to confide.
But I can't. Not even to the closest.

All i want is everything, everything, back to normal. Can i?

I was rummaging through my photos and i found this.

Ahh~ Reminds my of the PW days. Hah.
For instance, "Why have they not mail their WR sections to me yet?!"

Good old days... ...

Okay, I'm bored.

Go grow a bush at your ass or something. Have fun.

I'll hold you by your knees, upside down.

I'll cut off every single strands, strings attached.

I'll keep my mouth shut, zipped tight.

I'll closed my eyes, avoid and denies what is in front.

I'll numb myself, with nothing but i don't want to feel anymore.

Today have been a disappointment. Major.

Life is full of secrets, not self but others. Beyond friends but to family.

It's irritating to know someone, so close, hiding from what is so obvious.

If you have a secret, and you don't want others to know. Please, jolly well don't make it so fucking obvious.

I miss innocence, naiveness and gullibility.

The mundanity lurks in the school.

Why?
Going school for just two or three lectures are largely a waste of transportation pollution, energy wastage, etc etc.
They should condense a few lectures today. All in one shot. Makes life easier for everyone too.

Undeniably, the pros include finishing the syllabuses earlier and most importantly, who wouldn't love waking up late like 7am before school starts at 8.30/9.00. Sweet.

and I'm getting used to it already. (:

Still, here's an info about my holiday assignment.
A timely reminder for me and scare me seriously at the end of the holidays.

Biology Revision Package - 38pages
Chemistry Holiday Assignment - 43 pages
Math Holiday Assignment - 23 pages
Econs 'Trade' Tutorial
Econs Holiday Project
GP Holiday Project
GP Comprehension

I think these stacks of papers can work me to sleep.
and totally contradict what Mr Loi told me to do: Relax, Enjoy and Play my holidays.

/:

Finally, i got to watch 2012, with parents (I wouldn't put family - since I'm, like, the only child so it's kinda weird)

Anyway, i know I'm lagging abit of the movie timeline. Somehow, dad wanted to watch it so i did not catch it with '06 during the chalet.

Still, the movie was amazing. Awesome graphics, very real-life indeed. With amazing sound effects, I'm blown away. and it does have the leaving-you-on-the-edge-of-your-seat quality in it.

However, throughout the movie, i notice something. Just for thoughts.

Social Darwinism

Social Darwinism is hidden beneath the literature: The War of the Worlds by H.G. Wells, perhaps, more commonly know as the Aliens-trying-take-over-earth film by Steven Spielberg. I remember it showing the aliens in a much superior group, annihilating the less-superior race. So there you go, Social Darwinism. The natural (in the case, it should be selective) selection of social classes and race.

In any case, i couldn't finish the book. I can't tahan the intricate use of language and writing style. Hah.

So, in 2012, mention that the people are selected based on their highest quality of genes (and of course, how money can upgrade it too). This is done to "save" the best, the creme of the crop, to ensure the continuity of human race propagation. At the face of death or doomsday, we would want to congregate the top and segregate the rest away. IN. ORDER. TO. SAVE. OURSELVES.

But, then again, do we EVEN meet the mark?

When the person selecting the people to be admitted into the Ark, how is he selecting it? based on what basis? His action of accepting people to get their money to build the Ark, is he deserving to be on the Ark itself? Is that the highest quality of genes then?

But, also, what is then?
How do we measure? How do we choose?
Most importantly, Who are you? Who are you given the power, the authority to reject or accept anyone based on genetic information that can likely mutate and carried forward into the future due to natural breeding?

This is a act to create a superhuman race, based on a flimsy criterion of each independent individual.

But, then again, at the end of the world, who can, collectively, think of this when they are scrambling for their life?

Anyway, that's pretty much i want to say in addition to the loads of coincidence (seriously, how many writers can just so happen 'know' the head and 'save' the day?)
All in all, 2012 is still an awesome movie. and i think i should treat it as just another movie.